Just to let u know that I am still alive :p I am just to lazy to write posts about my boring life. But I’ll do it this weekend. Lov u all
Archive for May, 2006
Yesterday was my dad and larry’s birthday. So happy birthday !!! To celebrate my dad’s birthday we went to a restaurant called “Feng shui” (if you live in tahiti, its just next to the roundabout in Arue). We had chinese food as usual and a cake which i found a lil bit dry. Then when we arrive at home, I went for a drive with “El taco”… i dont have any picture on this comp, but when i can i’ll post some pic of it. Evey nite i drive for about 1h or so, its usually really calm but tonite there was a power shutdown…And it was all dark with no traffic light. Also when i arrived near the RDP there was an accident. A golf just crash into one of the lamp post…hopefully from what i have seen no one was injured.
Just came back from the fish market, which is the new name for the “sea mart” that used to be down hobson street. They relocated it more near the viaduct and it looks much cleaner than the “sea mart”. The old one was just like a depot of fish piled up whereas the “fish market” was a sea attraction, like an aquarium. I went there to buy some bluff oyster for my parents, who really love that.
I used to dislike oyster, but since last christmas i started to like it. And from what i heard those bluff are even better. Plus, those oyster are full of Zinc which is good for sperm production 
lol. When i finally found the oysters, i took a bag and start to put the little tins in it. I was suppose to take only 10…but its only when i heard the price that i realise that i took 18 !!! LOL I think my brain was still sleeping at that moment.
After that i went to new world and food town to look for some stuff for my mum. And here i am taking a rest, coz i still have to go back in town to get a new pair of shoes, a t-shirt for my brother, a mac keyboard and to get some food !!!!!! I am just starving!
I was wondering what i could tell a girl to break the ice, so i looked on the net (yeah pretty pathetic…but u know that u r doing it too at least i know guys do, its just like looking for kamasutra positions XD…) and i listed the ones i liked.
- “Excuse me. Do you want to f**k or should I apologize?”
- “What do you say we go back to my crib and do some math: Add a bed, subtract our clothes, divide your legs, and multiply.”
- “Mind if i stand here until it’s safe where i farted” lol
- “You must work at Subway, ’cause you just gave me a footlong.”
- “Can I have your picture so I can show Santa what I want for Christmas?”
- You say “Do you want to do a 68?” she says “What’s that?” you say “You go down, and I’ll owe you one.”
- “What smiles, winks, is hung like a horse, and can last all night long?” (smile and wink)
- “I have a six inch tongue and I can breath through my ears. “
- “I’ve had quite a bit to drink, and you’re beginning to look pretty good.”
- “Why don’t you get down on your knees and smile like a doughnut?” ROLF !!!! Best pick-up line ever !!!!
PS: not sure if those will work ! LOL but they r just so funny…:P
:( I am such a loser !!! I’ve seen a really nice girl, but i just can’t go and talk to her I think i just think too much….n also i think i just wouldn’t like to be rejected lol. But like my friend told me “if u r not ready to lose, u can’t win” And this is fuckin’ true !!! I know i will regret it. Just like with the girl i wanted to go out with when i was in high school…guess things will never change!
Oh and today my friend made me realise that i have another problem ! LOL I am an Hypocondriac...this week i was sure that i had contracted a disease “meningitis” LOL its because, when i was in the club last week, i drank a glass a coke without a straw. And its because just a few minutes before that my friend’s gf drank in my glass and she told me “u dont have meningitis, do u ?” And from that moment i just kept on thinking about that. I was very stressed i looked on the net to check the symptoms.
I each day, i was certain to see the symptoms appear, like rashes, itchy skin, headaches and feeling sleepy. I was telling me “shit, how should i do? should i go to the doctor?” I was really getting anxious, and today i decided to do a few minutes of yi quan to relax and to clean my mind of those silly stuffs.
After that i realise that, the what i though were rashes…were just red pimples, the irritation was i thing from the changing weather who coz some electrostatic in my cloth and the headaches was due to the lack of sleep, coz this week i was sleeping maybe 4h per day.
Tonite my friend peter asked me if u knew what an hypocondriac was. I immediatly look for the definition…and fuck that was exactly me. I read a few post on some forums, and they are heaps of people in the same case. Knowing that was kinda a relief…but i still have those fear…but i know that i am not alone and there is a way to surpass those fears.
I am sure peter is really happy to know that today a bought a mac. I really small mac, the new mac mini. Its really small, one of the characteristic i was looking for. At the moment i am still not used to the interface, its looks easy but i am still not sure where is where. But i am sure i’ll get use to it pretty quickly.
But before i bought that i went to bond and bond (computer shop) on queenstreet. It was pretty busy, all of the vendor were already taking care of other clients. So i patiently wait for my turn to be served and while i was waiting (which was for about 20 min) i just keep walking around the shop looking at the same thing again and again. I tried to play some game on a PSP, but lucky me the button didn’t seem to work. So i just wait there for a guy to come and ask me what i was looking for. Usually i don’t really like when people sneak behind me and suddenly tell me “Hello !!!! Can i help u If u need anything just ask !! :P”. I finally i saw one guy free, i just ran to him and ask him about the mac mini. He then start to speak really fast…then i ask to repeat what he just said. Then he told me that they dont sell any more mac mini but that he will go look behind if they still have some in stock. I thank him for that, then i waited 15 min (i was getting really impatient, coz i wanted to pee) Then i saw the guy coming back. I looked at him, he look at me, i walked straight to him. And guess what this dude tell me…..He said “hi ! can i help u ?”. I was like “wtf dude, i just ask u about a mac mini…and u come back and tell me if u can help me….fuck u!!!” LOL. That’s what i wanted to say but instead and just remind him about the computer. And he just look at me and said “oh ! Sorry we don’t have it”. I just waste about 1h in this shop for nothing.
Then i went to new market to buy a car mirror for my friend. And with alber we decide to go have a look at the bond and bond in new market. But they didn’t have any. So we went across the road at Noel Lemming, and i saw them advertising the mac mini, but no mac mini in display. So i looked around to find someone to help me. And i saw a woman just walking around, just like she was waiting to be ask something. So i walked up to her and said “Hi…” and then i saw the look and her face, she was really embarass. And i was like “not working here, r u ?” and she replied with a smile “no” !! lol I was just so embarass ! lol. Then i notice that she was just waiting for her boyfriend.
After that we went to an Apple shop on Parnell. I think that was the first place i should have go. There were heaps of stuff for mac…so i just asked for my mac mini and i immideatly go it. The girl at the counter and really nice grey eyes. I just couldn’t stop staring at here while she was explaining me all the things about the computer. She isn’t really my type but her eyes are just so…euh…so attractive? dunno what word to use.
Finnaly i got back home, i played a lil bit of wow and chatting. And tonite on the menu i had some japenese food.
I dont know if any of u is a “bleach” fan. But me i really like that manga…and on one of the bleach website there is a quizz and from your answers it tells u which character u are. And me I am…
So if u want to take the quizz go ahead. N post the result
I have one week left in nz ! I am so gonna miss my flat! Of course i really want to go back to tahiti, to see my family and my friends. But even if i live by myself in nz, its make me feels good. I mean when i am here, I’ve time to think and relax, i know i could do the same in tahiti but its just to hot to think. And the fact that there is no one to tell u what to do (not that my parents are…they r really cool) and to do whatever u want to do and whenever u want it. This sense of freedom is just awesome. And at the moment that’s what i need. I realise that i am in a mental fight with myself…I am just like jesus on a journey in the desert and trying to fight differente temptations…but i’ve failed I have what they called “procastination” (french definition here) this word reflect my situation at the moment (not all of it but some part). Its true for the part where they said i am not happy with what i am doing so i stop doing it and do something else instead. Here’s of course the main problem is my 3D project..I so want it to be perfect, i already planed the way it should look like. But i just can’t make it (but i know i will someday) so instead i play warcraft. I know its a fuckin game that waste a lot of my time, but i am just addicted to it and it make me forgot about this damn project. Its also because of the black spot on my face Once a woman told my mum that i should get those spots remove, because she said that if not i will never be able to finish whatever thing i start. It really confused me and still….how could black spots on my face could affect my way of doing things. But when i feel down about my project…when i thing that i can’t do it and thinking of doing another project that will be more suited to my capacities. I always think about what that woman said…that’s my real fight. I wanna believe that i can change that those spots won’t decide for me. I know that i might sound crazy…but i thing it really exist a link between the mind and the body. When i really think about it, i think i am that pissed because i think that the woman might be true But i think that those black spots are not something bad…there are just signs that shows me that something is wrond and that i should change. And i truelly think that when i will be able to change my mind and do things correctly those spots might dissapear on their own. I am weird huh ? lol